DON'T LET ME FALL....

Do not let me fall if you wont be there to catch to me
Do not let my heart leap inside
If you intend to leave my side
Do not let my spirits soar to the sky
If I'll leave you behind when I fly
Do not show me the way
If you know you will lead me astray

You may look at me and smile
Light up the room for a while
You may like me even without a reason
I understand every heart has a season
You may even hold my hand if you may
But if you know you won't, don't make me think you'll stay

You may dance in the rain with me
You may set my heart free
We may sit and enjoy the breeze
The moment may be be so special I want time to freeze
But do not set my heart free
If you'll let it crash like the waves of the deep blue sea

But for all that you'll be
Allow me to see what lyeth beneath
For all that you'll be
If nothing else, be true with me
For all that you shall be dear one
For a minute be the sun

Be the sun that lighteth my sky
Be my target when I start to fly
Fill my world with warmth
Fill my world with truth

For my heart is as wide as can be
With its strength and its waves like the sea
My heart is as a forest in the night
Deep and engulfing like the dark without light
And my heart is yet as a rainbow
Colorful, cheerful, will make your world glow

But remember
Do not make me fall
If you won't answer my call

TAKE ME AWAY

Take me away my sweet wonder
Let's run away together
Imagine that we have forever
To love without a care whatever

Take me away my sweet love
Let us soar to the sky above
Tell me what secret lyeth beneath your smile
Light up my world sweet one, even for a while

Take me away sweet one
Let us close our eyes
Breathe in sighs and happy cries
As worry flies and fear dies

Take me away my sweet love
Sing me the songs of your heart
Never imagine us apart
Let this moment melt your hurt

Take me away my sweet one
To peace and dreams and streams
To smiles and stars and light
To the mysteries of the moonlit night

Let me hold you close my one
Let us for now be one
Reveal all that you haven't seen
Reaching higher than we've ever been

Rest your head upon my heart
Feel my fingers through your hair
Feel the whisper of the air
Take this love I want to share

Listen to this heart my love
It sings and beats only for you
Every feeling a moment so true
And all of this just for you

THIS HEART OF MINE

I wear my heart on my sleeve.
So you know when I laugh and when I grieve.
And what story does it weave?
For a season it was crushed. Torn and abused.
Dragged through the dregs and gutters that are the obscenity of humanity.
Dirtied and soiled without a pity.
There it was, a heart with a flickering light.
Like that of a candle in the night,
Threatened by the harsh winds but still holding tight,
Even though not shining bright.
And this heart became accustomed to treachery and deceit.
Everyday bringing torment in new ways.
Tears forever leaving my eyes.
Truth snuffed by so many lies.
For a season, this heart was a pale shadow.
But it got the strength and grace to grow.
It got the power and beauty to glow.
It filled with color like a rainbow.
It became as though a new born.
We were strong my heart, were we not?
Until we became complacent and thought we were clear.
Looked into the sky and threw our fear.
We dropped our guard and wouldn't hear,
Those tiny bells that said the future wasn't near.
It wasn't even there.
We loved my heart, with our all,
Until the dream was dead and gone.
And what did that do my little heart?
It didn't right a wrong but it made us strong.
We shook it off and built again.
With strength and faith that will not wane.
You may try to break us but it shall be in vain.
We are so full of light you can't put it out.
We don't carry the pain we are better off without.
My heart and I know turmoil, but we know peace too.
We know lies but we know truth too.
My heart and I have known misery and pain.
We have given our all for no gain.
But now we know better.
We do for sure.
Yet we still remain pure.
We still remain true.
We know what we came to do.
So even if I wear her on my sleeve I am not as weak.
Even when we cry we are not as meek.
Even though you lie you are not as sleek.
My heart and I are new beings.
Strong, hopeful, ablaze and fiery like a roaring fire in the night.
And we shall shine bright.
We are going forth to be the light.
And you can't bring us down in any fight.
Be warned, we are strong.

BETWEEN THE LINES

I will read no more between the lines.
It hurts me in the end.
Filling my mind with questions and assumptions.
Flooding my heart with pain and hurt.
I will paint no more vivid dreams.
Because they are but dreams.
The reality is like a slap on the face.
And chasing those dreams is an unending race.
I will put my colors away.
They can wait for another day.
I will paint in black and grey.
Dreary and plain whichever way.
I will feel my sorrows as I know how.
I will let the sunshine take a bow.
I will let my heart weep, for the sadness within to sleep.
To let it take a break and not wake.
I hope it will be a while before it does.
Then there will be time to heal the scars.
What I wish for, I do not always get.
These things I feel, I will not forget.
Carrying burdens on shoulders too small.
Always praying I do not fall.
Cry my heart, let the tears wash away the bad day.
Be still my heart, there shall be an end to this hurt.
Be free my heart, we are done reading between the lines.
We shall sit and watch by the sides.

DO I NEED A REASON

If my heart wants to sing to you...hold you close and serenade you...
If my heart gets excited by you...making me feel things I never do...
If I smile secretly whenever I think about you...
Because I love you,And want to do little things for you...
Do I need a reason to?
So I want to take your hand and pull you away...
Far away so I paint you a rainbow all day...
You already make my heart fly away...
Far into the bliss of the clear blue sky...
Do I need a reason to?
If I want to wipe away your fears...
To be there so there's no more tears...
If I want to hold your hand so you're never alone...
If what we have is true,
Do I need a reason to?
Let me...hold you close,
Sing you a serenade,
Take your hand and run away,
Paint a rainbow all day,
Wipe your tears,
Erase your fears...
I already love you,
So I don't need a reason to.

I WILL STOP

I will stop the lofty dreams that invade my heart.
I will stop trying to set myself apart. I will stop over-playing my part.
I will stop because I'm swimming in hurt.
I will stop painting rainbows in cloudy skies,
I will stop believing simple lies,
I will stop plaguing my heart with endless why?s,
I will stop so that this pain dies.
I will stop reading between the lines,
I will stop dreaming and expecting good times.
I will stop this fickle heart from believing in forever, because forever is a shadow.
A thin mist that is blown by every wind.
I will stop this fragile heart from waiting on tomorrow, for tomorrow never comes.
I will stop her from fighting battles that belongeth not to her.
I will teach you dear heart to watch from afar.
I will stop expecting your smile to mean anything, for right from the start it meant nothing.
I will stop...yes I will.