The sun did not shine in my sky today
And if it did, it did not brighten my day
It cast a cold, dark shade
A fog through which I could not wade
The stars are not smiling at me tonight
Everything is dark and there is no light
The sky is open and steadily weeping
My heart is broken and hope is slowly seeping
Trust is gone and the soul is seeking
Looking and searching but surely sinking
Wallowing and floating and tired of fighting
Tired of imagining
Tired of painting dreams
Tired of living a myth
Tired of not knowing which way leads where